So, how was your day?
I've tried for 15 years to keep this just to music or maybe occasionally movies, but sometimes this shit's gonna spill out. And apologies, that time's today.
You might say I was disappointed by the results of the US election last night . . . but disappointed wouldn't be the right word.
While driving home this eve in my foul mood, I wrote a buddy in the great State of Alabama who I knew could sympathize (and since I dictated to the phone let's keep its censorship):
I feel broken, I feel set free. All my platitudes and my illusions, flying away.So there's that.Guess what? We're NOT better than this.
There's no doubt we've got the president that we wanted and that we deserve.
Also angry. I told M--- I was blow something up angry.
I spent my day in between counter sales, surfing across Substack, alternately leaving bitter comments about the piggish electorate, and trolling the exultant Republican trolls. On one blog I told the maghat to 'eat it for dinner you Nazi f***'. On Wonkette, I very pedantically corrected the awful grammar of another one.
Self-destructive I know, but also funny.
I am, I'm all f***** up.
Apologies if you're not ready to read something like this, if I had sent myself this text this morning I would have thrown my phone out the window. But I just laughed for the first time all day, somebody let me in; I was trying to change lanes, so I gave them the peace sign and said to myself 'ah, Harris voter!'
So, some light returning, but still I feel like it's f****** war.
But then another buddy, one who *just might* have voted for Trump, but more likely didn't vote at all, sent me the SOD video, just as a way to say what's up, and listen, Milano might have voted for Trump, too. So I watched the video and some good times listening to some good music came back, so I wrote him this
Okay, it's been a tough day, but I figured out how to get my car stereo to play the music through my phone and I watched the SOD video and that s*** made me f****** smile. That band is so much f****** fun. It's a shame I/you/we never saw them.and boy did I ever mean that Thank You, whoever the fuck my bud voted for. And whoever Billy Milano voted for.Thank you for that
'Cause I needed it.
Let it be a reminder that no matter what fucking clown is fucking up your shit, music can always give you an escape, as I escaped for a few minutes there watching Billy Milano stagedive as I drove down 22nd avenue in that weird six o'clock darkness right after DST expires.
But the other thing going on is, I still wanna blow something up. I need to do something.
I'm an old man. It's late in life but I will do something to fight this incoming President and fight this country who so dearly loves him. We'll see what form it takes.
File under: Metal that will melt your face
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